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| 1. The last thing I do before going to sleep is
make sure my blanket is spread out evenly before I get under it. It's a weird habit XD. Oh, and I always use the restroom because I don't want to have to wake up in the middle of the night and go.
2. When I can't sleep I
usually stay in bed until I eventually do (which isn't hard...I sleep A LOT and get sleepy easily).
3. The first thing I do when I wake up is
speed walk to the bathroom because the lights, in addition to the freezing cold tile floors, wake me up.
4. When I'm tired I
either sleep or try to find something funny/interesting to watch on youtube or find a friend to IM.
5. My dream bedroom would
be filled with all (and when I say all, I mean ALL) different kinds of stuffed animal plushie things and more than enough pillows to comfort me. The walls would be green (relaxing!) and would have a gaming corner for computers and gaming consoles.
6. If I could wake up anywhere tomorrow morning it would be
next to someone I want to be wiff for life! That's just me and my wistful dreaming >n<
7. The longest sleep I've ever had was
one time I took meds for allergies (they were really bad and I felt like crap). I slept at 7pm, and woke at 10am.
8. I sleep on my
anywhere, as long as if I have something covering/touching the lower half of my face (another habit?); it's the only way I can get comfortable :P
9. When I sleep, I like to wear
A t-shirt and PJs/shorts.
10. My bedtime is usually
Anywhere from 12-3 now cause I've been playing League of Legends and it's summer! :D
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| Had my first real job interview today. My sister kept telling me to kiss ass when I talk to people but the thing is, the store manager had a lot more to talk about than me. I felt like a fool just sitting there and smiling >.>
Problem is that in this city, it's hard to get a job without having connections because of the recession, yes it's still here. We have that as well as budget cuts for schools. So while price of college is rising, people are going to impacted community schools (like moi) and try to find a job to save up money in their spare time.
It's like a damned if you do or don't kind of things.
Luckily my sis was my connection and her store manager trusts her :)
Hopefully things will look up from here.
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| Again, here I go on about myself...
I have a really great fear of talking or meeting new people face to face. I have a fear of what goes on through their head regards to me and how I act.
I also tend to act selfish around people: if I'm with a group of friends but they're all focused on other things during a hang out, I tend to start walking away as if I've lost interest in everything.
So I end up putting up a mask to keep myself from breaking down and I end up trying to make excuses to not go hang out with a group of friends.
I have NO idea how to get over my stupid fears and habits. Yes, I know I shouldn't care about what other people think of me, or whether I'm in their thoughts at all, but there's just something about being approved by other people that I think I've been missing.
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| I'm tired of hearing about girls complain about having "high expectations for guys after watching disney movies."
Hello? This ain't a movie. There aren't any princes whom you are "destined" to be with. There are no balls to go to, no evil villains to defeat. Why would you expect such a thing in the first place? You probable watched those movies when you were 5, when most of it didn't even make sense to you.
Guys have just as many expectations of their girls, as girls have for their guys.
If a guy had high expectations after watching disney movies, he'd expect his girl to be generous, realistic, selfless, able-to-clean-after-herself, and soft spoken. I've seen guys who are selfish, gold-digging, rude, and thoughtless. But, I've also seen plenty of girls who are very materialistic, can't do anything on their own, and only think about themselves.
I'm not saying that I'm any better than her or him. Nor am I saying that all guys or girls are bad.
I'm just saying that guys have just as much problems as girls do. So shut yo' trap!
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| I watched the antichrist last night...
that movie is MESSED UP. Waaaaaaaaaaay too many sex scenes.
Very interesting plot but still crazy.
I keep touching my legs >_>
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